Jeffrey Lee Siew Wai....My elder brother.

8/05/09

Friday...

1 year has just pass. Time flies extremely fast. 1 blink of an eye! whoosh. a new year is here again.

I still remember everything that happen on that midnight on 3am something. when i got that phone call, from his best friend. That was the worst thing in my life that ever happen to me.

The hurt cant compare to anything in my life..that I've ever been through.

Maybe somehow its fated. that's what some people says's. But i seriously wish, hope it didn't happen. what to do.. its reality...Life's never perfect. things happen for a reason.

That's why i say. life is very precious so appreciate it. a day and another day just go by so fast. Don't do things that u will regret at the end. Always appreciate those loves 1 around u. Especially your family.

U may think that they will be there forever or that they are just useless to you..so u don't fucking care about them. But seriously u never know whats gonna happen on that day or the next day.

Maybe the next day when u feel bad u wanna tell the person your sorry or u have something to say to the person which is very important. Its too late already..the person its no longer there for you..to forgive or to hear..

So seriously people..appreciate your life, don't do things that u will regret. Don't hurt your love one's. Get to know them better.. and u will somehow feel happier at the end of the time..

Jeffrey Lee Siew Wai. 21/07/09 - 8/05/08

My elder brother. 22year's old this year.

Today is 1 year i didn't see him or talk to him. trust me. the feeling is not nice.

From young, were damn close to each other. But the times when we got older. it seems that friends was the closes people to us. so we didn't really have time for each other then. But well, luckily sometimes we still get to talk when he comes back home late, and i haven't sleep. Then he will come over to my room to chat. That was our best quality time together. we get to share stuff to each other talk about things were unhappy about or like talk about our new crush our new love life... but..before i really get to know almost everything..its too late.

i wouldn't have that chance anymore..i always thought..that he will always be there. Like almost every night to talk to him like that.. but, i didn't know suddenly i didn't even get the chance to ask him allot of things..and then his gone..

i really really wish u havent gone...kor..

Anyway..thats all i got to say..